So once again we have to wait to do the frozen invitro cycle...
So I went into the Dr. at the beginning of February to get everything all set up to do invitro in March. We went in and he wanted to do a saline sonogram to make sure that the uterus looked good and we could proceed. Well the first time we went in we didn't even get to the part with the saline. He took one look at my uterus and said, wow your lining is way to thick we need to induce a period and get that lining down. So after 10 days of prometrium, finally a period started, and let me just tell ya "Ouchie!!!" it was no no good. So after that awful one, and after a month worth of sickness between Tyler and I, I finally made an appt. to have the saline sonogram again.
So I schedule it and for the one time only, Tyler could not come. He had a meeting that he had to be to, so I went by myself. I thought I will be fine, I can do this, everything is going to be just fine, in and out....well not so much....
We get all set up, and he starts looking around and says, huh well your lining is still really thick, hmmm, well let's proceed with the saline sonogram just to make sure nothing is wrong. So we go forward with that, and "voila!" what do you know, it's not fine. So he starts looking and now there are multiple polyps in my uterus. Well Great! Now I have to have another surgery!!
So here I am just received this crappy news and all by myself. At first I am trying really hard just to brave and strong and just going to not let this bother me, and then all of the sudden it all hits me. Everything is going to have to be put on hold, and another surgery and then I start to cry. Thankfully Dr. Blauer is an awesome sweet man, and was able to comfort me and get me calmed down.
So now I am thinking ok what's next. Well here's what's next...March 10th I am having surgery to remove the polyps and then a D&C to get the lining all nice and clean. Then I will heal for a month or two and then hopefully we will do the frozen invitro cycle in May.
So here is my new mindset. This is good. Maybe this has been the problem. Maybe I had these last time and that's why we didn't get pregnant. Now I will have a nice smooth place for the embryos to grab hold and make a nice little home for them for 9 months. So yep this is a good thing! I am glad they found them and I am glad we are getting it fixed. Anything I can do to get these babies here!! So I will keep everyone posted over the next few months. Hopefully this is the beginning of a very very good thing!!
3 comments:
I totally understand when you get bad news and your husband isn't around. Doug was out of town when the test came back that the twins might have down syndrome, and he was out of town last year on my birthday when we were to find out if the blood test for our last IVF was positive or negative. And, he had to go off skiing (for business) right from the Dr. office visit when we found out that our 5th IVF that came back pregnant had no heart beat on the ultrasound. Good luck with the surgery. One thing I've learned is that thing all happen for a reason. It's just hard when you don't know what that reason is.
I'm with you, it good they are going to get your lining nice an ready. It would have been terrible if they didn't find this problem. Sorry you have to have another surgery though. Get a good book/movie yummy food and relax. Try not to worry about a thing. Hang in there...
Oh Brooke I will be praying for you. I'm thinking happy thoughts here. Get that uterus all clean and shiny for new babies to grow in. I know it is another delay but take care of business and the babies will come. Now just breathe and relax. I love you girlie!
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